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Giving Leads to Caring
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Giving Leads to Caring

What's the right attitude when they don't give back?

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"You give, you care." It's a basic Jewish principle. While some may think the opposite is true, one look at the relationship between parents and children quickly clears things up. Since parents are the primary givers (the giving begins before the child is even born!), our love for our children is profoundly deeper than their love for us. (Note to Jewish mothers: guilt is not the same as love). Yes they love us; they may even express their caring through gratitude, the occasional phone call and the odd Hallmark card, but the basic equation is unequal.

All giving leads to caring. It's the way the Almighty created the world. It's a basic principle of reality. This can be viewed as a wonderful opportunity -- every time we give opens up the possibility of a new relationship. We invest ourselves in the lives of others and we become deeper and richer for it.

There is however a more cynical perspective, a damaging viewpoint we all struggle against. The more you give, the more you care, and the more you open yourself up to hurt.

While most healthy people don't give in order to receive, there is nevertheless an implicit expectation that the people we give to will respond in kind. And when they don't... we're only human. We're challenged to keep smiling, to not become bitter, to keep on giving.

There is a story told of a great rabbi who had a student who was cruel and abusive to him. Some years later this same young man approached the rabbi with a request for a job reference. Without batting an eyelash, the rabbi willingly complied.

I heard this story and I marveled: How could anyone be so selfless? And I was ashamed: I don't think I could have done that. And I was comforted: Since it's a famous story told in praise of this rabbi, this must be extraordinary behavior. It suggests behavior to aspire to. There's hope. I'm still growing. Maybe someday...

In the meantime I'm struggling with a dilemma. It's a scenario that's been played out many times before. Just the names of the characters have changed.

When you have an open house (as we do) and many guests (as we do), some of the guests become like members of the family. Not only do I give, I care, but my husbands gives (and cares) and my children give (and care). We open up our homes, our lives, our hearts. We counsel our guests/students/new found friends through relationships and marriages and parenting, through career crises and other life challenges.

We don't do this with expectation of a quid pro quo. But (and here comes the part that highlights the difference between me and the aforementioned rabbi), when they get married and don't invite us, when they have a party and we're not included, when they celebrate major life events or successes without us, I'm hurt. It's painful.

I don't give to them with any expectations (although my mother did teach me that it's polite to bring a gift when you're invited for dinner!) but because I've reached out to them, I care. Their cavalier attitude wounds.

Did I fool myself about the nature of the relationship? Probably. My guests are like children; as the recipients of kindness their emotional ties are weaker than those of the givers. My life's joys and struggles, challenges and celebrations mean less to them than theirs do to me. It's a principle of reality.

If I looked at all the wonderful people in my life as my children, I would be more forgiving.

And this analogy is helpful (although some of my guests may not like being compared to children!). Because my love for my children trumps all, I am willing to give to them, desirous to give to them, long past the point of rational thinking or logic. No matter how hurtful or ungrateful our children may be (someone else's children I mean!), we keep giving. It's instinctive. It's unstoppable. It's love. We give and give without concern for self unless we think it is destructive to them (and even then it's frequently hard to have the self-control to stop).

This is how the Almighty treats us. He gives and gives, He cares and cares. Yet we express very little gratitude in return, demand more and more and complain about what we don't receive and rarely invite Him in to our joyous occasions.

And just as our love for our children pushes us beyond the limits of our giving, so too should our love for all the Almighty's children, with the Almighty Himself setting the example.

If I looked at all the wonderful people in my life as my children, I would be more forgiving. I'd probably still get angry (I said that I'm still growing, right?), I'd probably still get hurt (after all, no one can wound you like your children!). But I'd be able to move beyond because my love for them and my desire – no, need to -- give to them are much stronger than any momentary hurt.

I was frustrated that these guests weren't giving back to me. It seems they were, just in an unconventional way. They were teaching me to dig deeper to express and develop my love for my people. And to be more open and conscious in my expression of gratitude to the Almighty. I guess I'll keep giving; I have so much more to learn.

Published: August 25, 2007


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Visitor Comments: 12

(12) Anonymous, September 3, 2007 9:07 PM

The more you give...

I have given a lot to charity, gone the extra mile for everone I know, been courteous, kind, a wise counsel in tomes of crisis, mostly a friend in deed,failed 2x at this, but I never get anything back proportionally in return...sometime I even receive Malice..

I am glad I am not MALICE IN WONDERLAND...but it does hurt amd make me cry... I have even saved 2xlives with nary a thank you...I dont crave recognition,but sometimes a little kudos might be nice, and add to my energy and drive...

(11) Anonymous, August 30, 2007 2:23 PM

Perhaps guests' lives are "compartmentalized"

Sometimes people might feel comfortable being with some people on Shabbos or Yomim Tovim and with other people at work and different people (ie: family and friends who know them when they're more at ease - for lack of a better expression), and it might feel a bit strange for them to invite people from one mileu to another. Maybe they aren't aware that you'd like to be included in smachot, or they're limited as to how many guests they can include, etc. Sometimes with outreach, the hospitality, etc. that your guests are learning at your table are then shared with their guests, etc., and what you've begun takes on a life of its own.

Shabbat Shalom
L.A.-Israel

(10) Yael Levy, August 28, 2007 9:29 PM

It's no mitzvah to be a shmattah

I enjoy your insight, Emunah, but this one article had me upset. It's no mitzvah to make yourself into a shmattah.
The Christians believe in "Turning the other cheek." But in our religion, relationships cannot be one sided: Hakorat Hatov-- is at a premium.
This previous Shabbat, we learned not to marry into Amon and Moav because they had no Hakorat Hatov to our people-- and this trait is especially disgusting.
I don't think in this situation you do your family a favor by having such ingrates in your home, influencing your family that this bad behavior should be tolerated.
Do yourself a favor and conserve your energy-- for those that appreciate it.

(9) Ruth Housman, August 28, 2007 4:01 PM

Ay, there's the rub!

Hi, Thank You for your thoughts on giving. I do believe we get as we give and that the getting is the often good feeling that accompanies these acts. On the other hand, we don't always receive back in equal measure. This seems to be a built-in part of the process . Some people take without receipt and others give in abundance in return. I do believe we are "given" ample opportunities to learn --- perhaps this is G_d's gift. The music or oppor tune ity is the ability to let go, to continue to follow our hearts, despite the ensuing sadness and the sometimes bitterness of regret connected to the "return". Life is an unequal playing ground. It is said the greatest giving is anonymous, without expectation of return.

Basic Jewish mysticism is tied up in the notion of being vessels, to give, to receive, and sometimes surely we don't even know it is happening in the completion of our own puzzles. For sure we are doing a profound weave with each other and that weave, the we've (what we have been given) is very much tied up in this mutual dance of reciprocity.

(8) Robert, August 28, 2007 1:46 PM

Thank You

My children 'hurt' me all the time by not reciprocating what I give to them. Understanding they are children and give back in their own way and time, can help ease some of this.

I loved your analogy of us parents to our children as God is to us. He is the ultimate giver yet too often I act like a child in return. I am thanking God today as I appreciate your article.

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