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Jessica #29 - No Bahai Guys

Jessica #29 - No Bahai Guys

Jessica struggles with not wanting to date other faiths. Is she being

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After storming out of the Jewish singles party, I waited outside the bar for what seemed like an eternity before Rick's familiar Accord pulled into view. He hopped out and opened the door for me, pausing when he saw the marquee sign advertising the Greenberg party: "Jewish singles, come one, come all."

I winced and got in.

"Jessica, I am so glad you called me," he said, "but I am a little confused. This is the first time a woman I am dating has called me to pick her up at a singles function."

I sighed, and winced again. Stupid me. At least I should have walked down the street.

"Do you want to tell me what is going on?" he said, confused rather than angry. Certainly I'd have been angry if he'd had the chutzpah to call me from some Christian singles function and have me shlep across town to get him.

The very idea seemed ridiculous.

"Would you ever go to a Christian singles function?" I asked suddenly.

"Would you ever go to a Christian singles function?" I asked suddenly.

"Uh, while I was dating you?"

"No, just in general."

"Well, no," he said, as if the question was a little ridiculous.

"Hmm," I said, thinking.

"Is that supposed to be an explanation for whatever is going on right now?"

Oh, right. I owed him an explanation.

Ironically, he ended up pulling into Morris the Delicatessen, yummy kosher deli. That could not have been deliberate, I thought.

I had kept up a steady stream of chatter once the car started, trying to avoid explicating what was spinning through my head.

I was relieved when he ordered a respectable turkey on rye sandwich. I don't think I could have handled white bread.

"Jessica, we're sitting down now," he said, reigning in my evasion. "I'm ready for the explanation you keep avoiding."

I took a deep breath. I'm not particularly skilled at expressing my emotions when they're simple. So expressing them when I don't understand them is a Herculean endeavor. But Rick's open manner made me think it was worth the effort.

"Remember when I asked you if you were Jewish and you said no and you asked me if it was an issue?" I asked.

He nodded.

"Well, it is. I mean, I think it is," I said, floundering. "Look, I thought you were Jewish when we first met. Then I started to really like you, and I've never dated someone who wasn't Jewish, and now I am confused."

He nodded again.

"So today, I got scared because I like you and I felt like maybe I wasn't doing enough to meet Jewish guys. So I panicked and went to an event just to see..."

"Just to see if you met someone you liked better than me?"

I was taken aback.

I was trying to avoid my desire to bring a nice Jewish guy home to Mom and Dad.

No! Well, yes.

I wanted to tell him that that wasn't a fair thing to say but, of course, it was.

I was trying to avoid dealing with the conflict between my feelings for Rick and my desire to bring a nice Jewish guy home to Mom and Dad.

"It's never been an issue before, I guess. All the serious relationships I had were with guys who happened to be Jewish. I didn't know it was a problem because it never really came up. I want to get married some day and I always thought I would marry a Jewish guy."

-- Did I just say too much, I wondered?

He inhaled and I could tell his gears were turning.

"Jessica, I would like to find Ms. Right too. You're not scaring me," he said, apparently reading my thoughts. "But I don't see what the big deal is. Your being Jewish is okay with me."

I felt stung and didn't know why.

"It's not an issue for me," he continued. "I wouldn't stop dating you because you're Jewish. Okay?"

I knew that he meant it as a reassuring remark, but somehow it infuriated me. He would even consider not dating me because I am Jewish? What is he? An anti-Semite?

I realized how comical my accusation was, given the corollary.

Fortunately before I said anything, I realized how comical my accusation was, given the corollary that I could then be accused of being anti-uh -- anti-non-Jew?!

I didn't think so.

"Look, we're not getting married tomorrow," he said, affably. "We're just getting to know each other. Why don't we continue doing that and then we can decide if it's an issue?"

It sounded so reasonable.

I smiled and the conversation moved on.

On the way back to my apartment, we stopped at the railroad amusement park, which was lit up beautifully with some sort of "holiday" event. In the spirit of ecumenism, the place was festooned with holly, garlands and poinsettias -- but no nativity scenes.

I wondered: What would my own commitment look like?

I absent-mindedly wondered if this symbolically described Rick's religious commitment: all the trimmings, but no deity.

And then I wondered: What would my own commitment look like?

Laughing, we rode the train. After the third go-round, he became suddenly straight-faced and told me: "No more singles functions, okay? If you're going to date me, you can't date anyone else, whether he's Jewish or Zoroastrian."

"What about a Bahai guy? ," I said with a giggle.

"Nope. No Bahai either. Definitely not."

He promised he'd wear a turban if it was important to me.

I wondered if the same went for a yarmulke.

Published: December 23, 2000

Article 29 of 66 in the series Jessica's Journal


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Visitor Comments: 16

(16) mary, June 2, 2002 12:00 AM

bahai guys are great

jessica , I am telling you,
bahai guys are great, becaue I married with one of them:)

(15) Rebecca W., November 16, 2001 12:00 AM

Love Conquers All

Hi "Jessica",

the story is not that complicated as it might seem. First of all, love conquers all, if two people really love each other than no religion can come between them. I do not believe somebody should break up a relationship just because the other person is not Jewish. There is always a possibility to convert. It does not mean that every Jewish woman(man) must marry somebody born into their own religion. It is only a prejudice. There are good and bad people everywhere, in every religion. Take it as a challenge and try to behave the way you want, not only to make your "Mum" and "Daddy" happy. I do not know if this is the real story, but if you really love somebody and they happen to be from a different religion it should not be the main obstacle. Also, love is one of the strongest energies in the world, so trying to deny something that is just there won't do you any good in the long run.

(14) Anonymous, September 16, 2001 12:00 AM

im am offended by your ignorant comment about Bahais. Yes, there is plenty nice looking Bahai's, except Jessica, none wear turbans. Before you make a comment about a people, make sure, especailly if you are the author, it isnt an ignorant one.

(13) Leah, January 2, 2001 12:00 AM

Der Pintele Yid * The Jewish Spark

Jews allways have the holy Jewish fire burning within them, whether a little spark to be ignited when the time is right or a roaring flame. I am proud Jessica feels her connection. The truth is we really have to stay within the Jewish faith. Not because other faiths are bad, but because we need to continue our faith and lifestyle. Let us learn from history that assimilation has not done good and progressed our Jewish people. Others have tried to destroy us, break our faith and put out the fire. Thank God they have never been successful, are not successful, and will never be successful. Millions have not died during pogroms and holocausts because they did not feel their Judaism so so deep, and assimilation by the way has never saved us. Thank God we feel this spark. Be sure to listen to and keep your faith by marrying, and thus dating, someone Jewish. Any comments or whatever i would love to hear back from anyone. My question is are these Jessica stories real?

(12) Anonymous, December 29, 2000 12:00 AM

The girl is too confused to consider being in a relationship

When trying to find Mr./Mrs. right, it is a good idea to try and figure out what you want out of a relationship before it begins, before expectations are not met. Have some integrity. Don't choose to date someone for whatever reason because it is what someone else wants for you. Figure out what you want and go from there. If you can't imagine your house covered with Christmas lights and ornaments, don't date someone who is not Jewish. Don't feel guilty for choosing what you want. Own what you want and don't blame it on others.

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