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During the 40 years that the Israelites wandered in the desert they carried with them a portable temple referred to as the Tabernacle or the Mishkan. The building of the Mishkan represents the greatest accomplishment that we could ever imagine to accomplish in our lives. God created the world for you and me and our joy, task and service is to take this world and build it into a sanctuary for the presence of God. When we build the Mishkan we are creating a space for God to become present in this world and this is the greatest human accomplishment imaginable. Why then are we commanded to refrain on Shabbat from the greatest act of human creativity and accomplishment? To ensure that we are truly doing it for God's sake. Otherwise it could be just another ego trip. When I act on my own behalf it is no great shakes but when I act on God's behalf it takes me beyond myself and connects me to God. I remember when my wife was pregnant with our first child she kept saying that she hopes that she will give birth on Shabbat. I actually hoped not because that would mean that I would have to break Shabbat to get us to the hospital. I would have to use the phone and get into a car, which is traditionally not done on Shabbat. Of course it is permissible since it could be a matter of life and death, which overrides the laws of Shabbat. Nonetheless for me breaking Shabbat was unthinkable. My wife, however, insisted, "I have a feeling it will be on Shabbat." I said, "Well, have another feeling." During the ninth month, I would get more and more nervous as we approached Shabbat. Sure enough as soon as my wife lights the Shabbat candles she sits down and says, "I'm in labor." Okay so now I am hoping for a long labor. "How about a 24 hour deal, honey? You just sit and relax until Saturday night."
That is not quite what happened. Although my wife never likes to rush, for some reason the baby did and the contractions started getting intense quite quickly. I had been celebrating Shabbat for 15 years and now I am going to break Shabbat, use the phone to call a cab and ride in a car on the holy Shabbat. As we were driving to the hospital I suddenly realized what a fake I am. If my Shabbat were truly a service of God then this is not breaking Shabbat rather this is the way God wants me to celebrate Shabbat this week. Driving in a car on Shabbat to take my wife to give birth is the way I serve God this Shabbat. I then realized that my religious life could simply be a self-serving spiritual habit rather that a sacred service to God. Rather than my religious life express my desire to infuse the here and now with the presence of God, it could be just another way to fulfill my ego and gain approval from others in my religious community. The sages tell us that when we do something to gain public approval it is worse than idol worship. When you worship idols at least you know you are an idolater, but when you do commandments to gain public approval you still think you are serving God. Riding in that car on that Shabbat was one of the most meaningful Shabbat experiences I ever had. I had first thought I was breaking Shabbat but it was okay. But I then finally understood that I was truly fulfilling Shabbat in the most sacred way. Now imagine it is Friday afternoon, it's the dawn of the sixth millennium, 6,000 years we have been waiting for the Messiah and finally he has come and we are building the tabernacle. Within minutes we complete the ultimate accomplishment we have been dreaming of but Shabbat is coming soon. We need just ten more minutes to complete the temple and infuse this world with the complete presence of God -- but Shabbat is starting in five minutes. Would we stop? Could we stop? Are we willing to let go of the greatest service to God, the ultimate accomplishment humanly possible? Are we going to blow the rectification of the universe for five minutes of Shabbat and wait 25 hours to resume? But this is exactly the message of Shabbat and the blessing it bears. If we are really building the Temple for God, then if the Boss says stop -- we stop. The goal is not to finish the Temple rather the goal is to infuse every moment with the presence of God through service. If you cannot stop then you were building the Temple for yourself. This is the amazing lesson we can learn from the story of Abraham and Isaac. Abraham dedicated his life in service to the one God and invested all his energies to make the presence of God known on earth. He wanted a son to be the heir to his spiritual mission and continue his service spreading the truth of the God of love. Miraculously at a very old age Sarah conceives and they have a son Isaac. But God then asks Abraham to sacrifice his long awaited son. Imagine what must have gone through Abraham's head. God, do You know what that will do to everything I have done for You all these years? My whole mission will be destroyed. Your name that I have worked so hard to promote and sanctify on earth will be desecrated. Think of the headline on the front page of the Canaanite Times: "Abraham Phony! Embraces Idolatrous Practice and Sacrifices His Son." This story reveals the true meaning of service. God is asking Abraham to serve Him by giving up his life long service. In this case Abraham's service to God is to sacrifice his service to God. This is the ultimate test of true service. If you are really concerned about doing the will of God then simply do what He asks. God is saying to Abraham, "I know you're a big Rabbi and you are spreading My name on earth and I know this is going to destroy everything, but that is what I want."
So this is the greatest test. Did Abraham truly dedicate his life to the service of God or was his mission really just an ego trip in disguise? If Abraham truly worked for God than he accepted that whatever the boss says goes. Abraham understands: I do not own this world and I am not the Master of history. I just work here serving to infuse this world with God's presence according to His will. This is the subtle challenge of the religious life. Am I really serving God? If a religious organization steals money to support their activities to spread the word of God then they have missed the point and are not truly serving God. Shabbat is a time to stop; stopping retroactively affirms that everything we have done until now is truly in service to God. If the boss closes shop and doesn't want us to work, why would we even want to do work? Otherwise we are confused and think we are self-employed. Shabbat teaches us that the future that we are looking forward is not any more important than this moment right now in our service to God. Only the now is real and only now is the time to bring God's presence into the world. Shabbat empowers us to stop, chill out, beat the rush and be at peace now. Shabbat is a challenge to the modern man caught in the rat race chasing rainbows. When I host people at my home for Shabbat or conduct a Shabbat experience at Isralight I find most newcomers are very stressed out about trying to relax. A lot of people simply can't let go and let God. They get fidgety. They sit there at the Shabbat dinner table nervously bouncing their leg up and down. They simply can't be present. They are afraid to immerse themselves into the moment and impatiently want to get on with life. Shabbat is truly an accomplishment. The accomplishment is not to accomplish and just be. Shabbat restores your soul and makes you whole. It is the time when we are most soul. Shabbat is holy. It is time to become whole with yourself, with your loved ones and with God.
Published: Sunday, June 26, 2005
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Shabbat Child
Dear Sirs,
I was deeply touched by the wisdom of this article.
"Shabbat is a time to stop; stopping retroactively affirms that everything we have done until now is truly in service to God." Shabbat is a time to stop, to meditate, to reflect. We achieve our wholeness, and are reminded that we are here on earth to serve our Lord, and be of service to all of those to whom we may be of value and help. Today's introspection reminds me that my deep endeavour is to fulfill the mission God has for me. And during Shabbat and the religious celebrations I find my soul intact,I enter into a dialogue with God, I refresh my soul and find a new inspiration to keep going. Shabbat Shalom!
(3) chana sharfstein, 28/6/2005
Shabbos is what kept us as a Jewish nation
I liked your article focusing on the significance of Shabbos. particularly I appreciated the comments upon the birth of your Shabbos Child. Shabbos is an oasis, the place we stop, and pause, and realize there is more to life than ordinary everyday routine activities. Shabbos is a day for family and community as we cannot travel or make phone calls. When do we ever have time for family meals- the opportunity to relate to everyone in our home- except for Shabbos.
It is really important that we attempt to reach all our Jewish brethren and give them an opportunity to experience Shabbos. From the lighting of the candles which is the woman's task- the role of the Jewish woman to bring light into the home- the light of Torah and mitzvos- with the peace and serenity that Shabbos gives us - indeed this is a blessed day.
There is an old Yiddish expression that more significant than Jews keeping Shabbos, it is Shabbos that kept us as Jews. How true. Shabbos gives us the time to get in touch with ourselves, to rededicate ourselves to our Jewish essence. May we all continue to celebrate Shabbos until we bring the ultimate celebration with the coming of Moshiach. Gut Shabbos everyone.
(2) EMILY, 27/6/2005
Comment on "Our Greatest Accomplishment"
This is absolutely the very best article I have ever read concerning Shabbot.
(1) Devorah Mei, 27/6/2005
An echo from our heart
Thanks for such a beautiful explanation over the Shabbat topic!
I recognized myself like the one you described, who, in spite of every effort, still was celebrating Shabbat in order "to count my own points" on the eyes of others, and myself.
one night I dreamed I was celebrating Shabbat with my husband, and I was singing Shalom Alaychem. In reality, I was hummering this beautiful song so loud, that my husband woke me up thinking I was having a nighmare. Why did you woke me up, I reply? I was celebrating the most beautiful Shabbat of my life!
That dream changed the way I saw this commandment. Nowadays my soul is the one who celebrates Shabbat, instead of myself! The commandment is not a "burden" any more, it became a joy and a holy day!