Lance Armstrong’s Apology
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Lance Armstrong’s Apology

Lance Armstrong’s Apology

How to properly say you’re sorry.

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The Lance Armstrong affair can teach us many important principles of “righting a wrong.“

I am not here to judge another person. But I believe that we can learn from the mistakes Armstrong made in trying to repair his misdeeds. The way we apologize makes all the difference in the world.

1. Don’t Make Excuses

Last month, Lance Armstrong sat down with the head of the U.S. Anti-Doping Agency and – against the advice of his lawyers – had a private conversation. Armstrong had been banned from cycling for what the agency called the “most sophisticated doping program on the planet.” The seven-time Tour de France winner and star cyclist hoped to change all that.

At the meeting Armstrong spoke openly about doping. He argued that cheating was rampant in all pro sports, including the National Football League. He complained that he was being singled out for punishment.

Herein lies the problem.

When we realize that we have let people down and made bad decisions, we cannot confess by rationalizing our errors. By making excuses we show that we have not yet faced up to our actions. Blaming others reveals that we are not strong enough to confront ourselves. The words are irrelevant. We have failed to take responsibility.

2. Don’t Mock Your Apology

Armstrong offered to be interviewed by Oprah Winfrey on a show that drew millions. Oprah pressed Armstrong on what drugs he used, his attacks on those who outed him, and how he explained himself to his eldest son.

At one point, Armstrong addressed Betsy Andreu, the wife of a former teammate who testified that he had doped. He told Oprah how he had called Betsy to apologize for calling her crazy, bullying her, ostensibly blackballing her husband’s career.

“I did call her crazy,” Armstrong said. “…I said, ‘Listen, I called you crazy…I called you a ***, I called you all these things – but I never called you fat.’”

Then he smirked.

Apologies don’t work when we ‘playfully’ hurt the person we are apologizing to all over again. Don’t be a comedian while making amends. And certainly don’t smirk or try to charm your way out of the situation. That’s belittling your words. Just be sincere and speak from your heart.

3. Own Your Mistakes

Oprah asked Armstrong about Emma O’Reilly, who also testified against him. He had tried to sue her despite her lack of financial means. Armstrong chuckled that he had sued so many people, he couldn’t remember if he brought legal action against her, too.

“She got run over, got bullied,” he said.

If Armstrong would have said, “I ran her over. I bullied her,” he would have acknowledged accountability. By using the passive tense – “run over, bullied,” Armstring avoided taking ownership of his mess.

If you wronged someone, admit it and use the “I” word. ”I’m sorry I hurt your feelings” is much more sincere that “Sorry your feelings were hurt.”

4. Don’t Rationalize or Blame Others

Armstrong told Oprah that he looked up the definition of “cheating” and insisted he was not truly cheating in the strict sense of the word. Again, he went looking for loopholes and the “everyone was doing it” mentality.

Throughout the years I have met with many couples trying to deal with the chaos that surrounds their lives. Some of these homes were filled with anger, constant tension, and a lack of shalom bayis – peace in the home. Others had children who felt that a parent was distant, too harsh, or never available.

When I sat down with both the husbands and wives, here are some of the “apologies” I heard:

  • “I am sorry for always screaming, but my mother was a screamer, my father was a screamer-even my grandmother was a screamer.”
  • “Yes, I realize that I have not been a good father to the kids, but what do you want from me? My parents got divorced when I was six and I never had a real father. I don’t know how to be a father.”
  • “I know I nag him and I shouldn’t wake him in middle of the night to argue. But he comes home so late and we never get to talk things out.”
  • “So, I apologize if I said that. I’m stressed out! Let’s see how you would act if you had my pressure!”

By rationalizing your actions, the “regret” becomes meaningless. It doesn’t matter that you feel badly; you have not held yourself accountable. At the end of the day it will always be someone else’s fault. There will always be another excuse – it’s my job, my boss, my kids, my wife, my husband, my dysfunctional parents.

It’s just never me.

When children mess up and say, “Everyone’s doing it,” or “You’re just picking on me,” we don’t let them get away with that. So why do we give ourselves a pass instead of honestly admitting we’re wrong?

To rectify our actions, we must apologize with humility. This means understanding that we were hurtful even if we did not mean to be. Confront our internal blemishes – while leaving the excuses and rationalizations behind.

The Power of Teshuva

Our Sages tell the awesome story of Elazar ben Dordaya who sinned in terribly immoral ways. One day, a woman remarked to him that he could never redeem himself. She said he had fallen so low it would be impossible for him to ever climb out of his spiritual mess.

Somehow, her words affected him. He realized that he had squandered his life. He wanted so badly to repair his past – but would it be possible? He cried out for help to the sun and the moon, the heavens and earth, the mountains and hills. But there was only silence.

Elazar ben Dordaya was trying to say:

This awful life is not my fault. It is because of my bad mazel – my karma, the constellations in the sky that have guided me and led me astray. It is the mountains - the harim in Hebrew, which refer to horim, ”parents,” who never gave me the right foundation. It is the fault of the heavens and earth, the environment I grew up in.

My traits are inherited, my nature is difficult, and my home did not teach me. All this has pushed me to make bad choices in life. Don’t blame me.

The silence was deafening. Finally, Elazar ben Dordaya understood it was time to stop looking for other avenues of excuses. He must begin by taking full responsibility for his actions. No one else can repair his life besides himself.

He then cried out: “If so, then no one else is responsible but me!”

He sat down on the ground, put his face between his knees and wept with such emotion until his soul departed this world. At that moment, Elazar ben Dordaya merited the title of both rabbi and teacher. He taught us the power of responsibility and return. A Heavenly voice declared: “Rabbi Elazar ben Dordaya has been accepted for eternal life.”

How Can We Repair?

Of course, if we realize that we have messed up, we do not have to drop to the ground, become hysterical, or live with raging guilt. Yet we do have to take this great teaching with us – no blaming, no rationalizing, no excuses.

At some time in our life, we will all find ourselves seeking forgiveness. Even if we did not mean to cause pain, we will need to find a way to repair the hurt. If we can at least speak in humility, lose the arrogance and excuses, and take the first step by sincerely apologizing, we can hope to heal and rebuild.

Try this:

“I hurt you and I am responsible for the pain I caused. I hope to become wiser and better in the future. Please forgive me. I am sorry.”

Period.

Published: January 26, 2013


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Visitor Comments: 31

(25) Anonymous, April 8, 2013 10:29 AM

Armstrong's apology was no such thing. I'm actually embarrassed for him that he would underscore his lack of character while trying to look contrite and mend his image. Snide remarks? Finger pointing? Clueless. The guy is clueless.

(24) ANTHONY, February 2, 2013 11:21 PM

BENEFIT OF A LIE

Most of the times the benefits of lying ( financial,emotional ,recognition,acceptance and even power ) is so enormous that we compromise our values. Only to realize it comes back to ruin everything that we gained and our entire personality. it's like an addicting drug that only famiiles with strong moral foundation and faith can possibly immune or least expose somebody. LIE AND JUSTIFY ! outweighs values but relationship with God always shows to us our reflection of values.

(23) Jerry, January 31, 2013 7:23 PM

I deeply appreciated this article

IIt clearly and concisely summed up what it truly means to grow up and take responsibility. It took my eyes off of Lance Armstrong's mistakes and put them firmly on my own. Where they need to be in the first place. While it can certainly be important to fairly understand someone else's mistakes, it's even more important to use those mistakes as a inner mirror. That action tends to tone down my inclination to be judgemental. I, a Christian, say thank you to Slovie Jungreis-Wolff for that well written insight.

(22) Anonymous, January 30, 2013 11:15 PM

Why are you confused

Lance Armstrong was a hero to an entire nation of people. People revered him and loved him for his strenght and charity. So now we know that the person we thought we knew really never existed. The man who showed strenght of character became a figment of many people's imagination, and an insult to honesty. You say your confused but I hardly know why, you espouse the benefits of steroids and completely miss the mark. LANCE ARMSTRONG LIED, CHEATED, BAMBOOZLED and BULLIED his way into the hearts of people every where, and that is what was wrong...mind you, using illegal drugs was also wrong, irrespective of its benefits.

(21) John, January 30, 2013 12:43 PM

Do the right thing do it right the only way to Br comfortable in your life

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